Healing presence is a real thing. I’d actually say it’s the highest thing. Antonia is a channel for that. Words, pointers, and experiences in a therapeutic relationship are helpful - yet, it’s that healing presence that clicks in the relationship and allows major shifts to occur. Grateful that Antonia is an agent of that in the world.
1:1 Sessions Ontodelic Inquiry + Assisted Self Discovery
Roger and I are the creators of our method called Ontodelic Inquiry.
Ontodelic Inquiry is a somatic modality that explores the depths of truth through the body, our soma, through sentience, bringing awareness and attention to what is alive. We unravel habitual patterns and survival strategies, paradox and what's wanting to be seen to complete cycles and reveal new ways of being.
What does ‘Ontodelic’ mean? Greek word ‘Ontos’ meaning "a being, individual; being, existence.”
Delous in Greek means “to reveal, to shine forth, to make visible.”
So, ontodelic is the revelation of being, the unfolding of being. And it carries a shared root with the word psychedelic, which is the revealing of the psyche.
Now there are many ways to look at our experience, and we hold several very important ways: psychological (developmental, many models, needs, relational), phenomonological (mythopoetic, signs), scientific (chemical map, neuroscience, brain map), shamanic (Medicine wheel), and metaphysical (chakras map, dimensions, energy, Diamond Approach). We ground our approach in all 5 and hold them all to be vital ways to interpret our experience and be able to hold the paradox of different views of experience being simultaneously true and yet even possibly contradictory and still both true with love and attention..Something magical happens there. Something usually surprising happens ...right in that space.
What Happens in a Session?
Curiosity & presence inevitably support cultivating deep awareness clarity and healing or I like to say, whole-ing . Working with the wisdom your body, you attune to your own highest guidance & intuition...
What makes Ontodelic Inquiry unique is the innovations of different methods and lineages.
Including Hakomi which supports as the foundation of my practice. Hakomi has roots in the Tao Te Ching.
Hakomi has changed my life, my practice, my relationships on a deep level. I've experienced the most significant breakthroughs personally and with clients through working inside of Ondodelic Inquiry.
This integration has enabled me to provide a more profound and transformative level of assistance to my clients in resolving their challenges.
I call the fusion between Hakomi, hypnotherapy, Diamond approach, intuition, Personality maps, ritual, prayer, curanderismo, the akashic records, breathwork, the wisdom of trauma and more.
It's like a mindfulness-centered, somatic and psychologically grounded spiritual practice that goes beyond cognitive talk therapy.
With every step, we create a nurturing space for your inner wisdom to unfold, like a delicate blossom reaching towards the sun.
In Ontodelic Inquiry, we use mindfulness to understand how our subconscious mind works and integrate it into a higher level of functioning.
Through somatic exploration, we dive into the vast ocean of your experience, where profound revelations await.
We uncover subconscious cellular memory, patterns and survival strategies that drive your challenges bringing awareness which in turn opens up freedom.
We conduct "little experiments"
to see how your system system responds to small changes in your experience.
These experiments are designed to be kind and nourishing, and can involve touch, kind words, slow movement, or creative visualization.
This reveals a special and unique roadmap for each client to overcome their challenges, develop their growth skillset, where organically we learn to lead with our own evolution. This kind of exploration and discovery brings wisdom and insight that help us forge new conceptions of self, other beings, and reality itself. You'll find in your direct experience, beliefs, memories, ancestors, and experiences that have shaped your journey and are an unconscious lens through which we interact with life from.
By observing how the system responds, organically, having our full attention, we gain more information about your subconscious wiring and can create a more detailed map of your internal landscape. You'll transcend the boundaries of time and unnecessary suffering.
These new understandings foster changes in the way our mind and body responds
to the multi-layered memories, traumatic patternings/imprintings, as well as survival strategies and management behaviour developed that helped you at that time. You become fluent in the unspoken dialect of your postures, movements, and tensions, revealing the unconscious adaptations that have colored your life experiences.
We become more and more conscious compassionate and aware of these layers, functions and beliefs. And then begin to expand in presence your window of tolerance that supports the integration of those experiences.
I will bring highly experienced and personalized guidance, including intuitive intentional ʻspace holdingʼ from me. I have over 15 years experience with this life altering facilitation. With me as your guide, all of your experiences become rooted in, and curated by your intuition. I will witness and reflect you in your realisations and clarity which leads to the deeper unfoldments that grace supports in your life.
You will feel fully supported as you intuitively design a new framework, built with your attention, to support the you youʻre ready to grow into.
This multi-dimensional approach will ensure you are continually held accountable, so you never feel like youʼre all alone or stuck repeating the old patterns that youʻve already outgrown but havenʼt yet dis-embodied.
You will BE the emergence of a more vibrant, liberated, and whole-hearted version of yourself.
"You can trust your own unfolding"
Understand how body awareness holds a vital key to healing.
Harness presence, creativity and wonder, a natural medicine.
Realize the multitude of states of being and how they inform you of the values you have in place.
Learn tools to help you mindfully process and build awareness.
Experience multi level inter-dimensional healing while learning about, communicating with and growing in the waking dream.
Build receptivity in relation to the body, being-ness and sensorial experiences and how that informs and works in tandem with the synchronisities in life.
Step into curios openness.
Learn how depression and states are all dynamic and changing conditions that overlap with anxiety, trauma and substance abuse.
understand the intelligence of behavioural patterning rooted in core traumas and core beliefs,
Heal the root of challenges, affecting mind, body, and soul.
Experience yourself and the world in a new way.
Monthly online (Zoom)
Every 3rd Thursday of each month
@6pm- 7:15 est
How do we transition back into the world post peak experience?
Maybe, through work with earth medicines + entheogens,
our center of gravity shifted....
These Inquiry Circles are a place we drop in, slow down, listen, meet in the heart of presence, travel, journey, witness one another as we share experiences, golden nuggets + downloads, & bigger questions & curiosities bubbling and brewing.
We emphasize embodiment through:
Somatic inquiries and experiential’s
Guided Hypno journeys
Conversation and creative counsel.
As a collective, those called to join the circle that evening we always have some gracefully guided synchronistic commonalities and medicines to behold in the thematics of what we are working, discovering, healing or clarifying.
Cost: $15 or + suggested contribution.
No one is turned away!
An intentional space of choosing to spend devoted time with all of your self, and nature.
Spend 1 -7 days with me. Your Metamorphosis will result in a quantum leap in your Consciousness and Life experience. Each day will be a day of expansion, Discoveries, learning, presencing and integration.
There will private sessions, yoga, meditation, consultations, readings, art therapy, shamanic journey work, earth time, advanced embodiment practices and integration. You'll have personal open time to meditate, rest and to explore.
This experience will be your “Personal Miracle”
Exploring and your personal intentions. You'll experience Ontodelic Inquiry, the beauty of what you behold, play, nature medicine, movement, breath work, art therapy and delicious food fresh from our little farm. Enjoy your time breaking new grounds of expansion and personal empowerment.
We will co-design the 1-3-5-7 days with you and adjust if necessary as we go.
You will have plenty of quiet and privacy.
This is a multi month journey with preliminary sessions which will prepare you, the ceremony, and integration sessions.
You will explore the connections within your body using somatic and shamanic methods. Embodying your unique essence and inner aligning with your inner compass, you'll realize the truth and seeing that sets you free.
You'll Reconnect with forgotten parts of yourself bringing clarity and wholeness, adaptability, authenticity, purpose, passion, and creativity.
Discovering your personal transformational path will empower you to embody wisdom and embrace your capabilities, becoming the hollow bone to move out of the way to be guided by your truth and live a fulfilling, purposeful life.
The most powerful tool I bring is an open and loving heart, and 20 years of experience and a willingness to support and travel with you wherever your soul and spirit will need for you to go in this process. This is the essence of what this work is about, words don’t express this powerful journey and the healing it brings from the inside out.
Hands-on healing, also known as Energy work, Spiritual Healing, has been practiced by many cultures for thousands of years.
With reliance upon alternative healing methods, through the use of herbs with particular vibrational and curing qualities, energetic resonance tools and a sound recognition of the whole being, it is a practical approach to healing.
This method of healing is intuitive, I work as the vessel to move energy through in and out of your being with collaborative prayer and intention.
You as the receiver are involved in the journey feel the opening of chi, flow life force awakening what needs to be seen and experienced through the organicity of what happens in the relationship and experience of that truth. People find a new feeling of inner strength and acceptance that allows an unfolding and unfurling.
Openness brings possibilities and these are states of being that cannot not be underestimated for their value in a healthy life.
We will drop in together and talk first, work with prayer, and intention. We may work with additional elements such as sound, song, earth elements, divination, ritual/psychomagic and herbs in conjunction with hands on healing session.
Consider scheduling a healing session online prior to this in person session to prepare.
We might find things that would be powerful for you to bring with you to weave into rituals, intentions and prayers.
Traditional breathwork practices are found in yoga, shamanism, and mystical traditions to connect with higher states of consciousness and guides, to expand consciousness, gain clarity and insight, and experience profound benefits beyond the physical.
Combined deep and shallow breathing with vocalization, massage, and energetic movement help heal, reduce stress, and experience deep insights that support our personal development.
Breathwork techniques can release the learned responses that are embedded in the subconscious, such as core beliefs and behaviours, protective strategies, agressions, and habits that can be challenging to change.
In Person at the
Monterey Community Center
468 Main Rd
Last Fri of every month
If you are joining on ZOOM